I’m wrong about everything
and I’m selfish for wanting validation
wrong wrong wrong wrong wrong.
If I could disappear without hurting anyone I’d do it in a heartbeat.
I guess I should be glad that something is tethering me here
but it doesnt always feel worth it
i wish i could be ok
that i could stop being depressed and miserable and unable to see the good in things
and my dad tells me im not trying hard enough
if i werent trying hard enough id be dead