Peanut Butter and Jellyfish

I got very close to purging today. I got into the bathroom ready to, planning to… and then I just didn’t. Instead I sat on the floor and wished I could make myself cry.

I don’t want to do this to myself anymore.

I’m so tired of this mess. I want out.

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Hey all. This is my little private blog because I needed a place where I could vent about stuff and my friends wouldn't see it. Haha.

I'm 20, male, and no longer in college due to mental illness and just not having any idea what to do with myself.. This blog is mostly for dealing with my eating disorder and whining about things... Haha. I will attempt to trigger warn things, and I won't post potentially triggering numbers or thinspo, and I ask that if you message me, please do the same.

That said, my askbox is always open if you want someone to talk to.

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